January 2012
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Day Four.
Seven things that cross my mind a lot.
The future: What kind of teacher I’ll be, what kind of mother I’ll be, hoping my children are going to be happy, wondering where I’ll live…
Marriage (and more specifically, marrying the right person)
My weight/the number calories I’ve eaten
Death.
Music (I guess it’s also safe to mention that I almost always have a...
December 2011
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le-manda asked: Also, if your univ has a chapter of Sigma Alpha Iota International Women's Music Fraternity, you should consider joining! best group of sisters EVER!!!
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I shall be spending New Years Eve alone in my room...
I had plans to go out and get dressed and do the typical New Years shenanigans but unfortunately they fell through… so I went to the bookstore. I have decided that I’m going to get back into reading again, or at least when I have time (I doubt I’ll be able to once I go back to school but right now I have too much free time for my own good). I’ve realized that getting lost...
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There is always a light at the end of the tunnel.
Anonymous asked: 'So what would happen if I just stopped caring? Stop thinking?' I did this. I stopped caring, doing, trying, thinking. And all I can say is that no one ever should. This is, in my opinion, the worst way to go about handling anything.You might not take it so far but it works so well, it does what you want it to do, it makes you stop feeling. Now I'm basically empty. I have no...
charait asked: Courtney! Saw your posts about the Hunger Games recently and so I was like, 'Hey, it's winter break and I'm bored, let's do it!' OMG. I love it. So thank you, thank you, thank you for introducing me to these books and rescuing me from two days of more gaming X.X
Anonymous asked: remember. patience is key. i know it's hard, trust me i do, but take some deep breaths and let go. trying going a day without the internet. or two. it works wonders. p.a.t.i.e.n.c.e. b.r.e.a.t.h.e.
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how many more nights am i going to spend with my eyes raw with tears?
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Day Three.
Eight ways to win my heart.
Have a passion. Love something, and love it with everything you have. I don’t care what it is; reading, skiing, painting, programming, (*music would be nice* COUGH)… anything. Just have something you love doing.
Notice the little things about me that I think no one sees. Tell me those things.
Love children and small animals. Sounds cliche, but if I...
you were a truth that I'd rather lose than to have...
Anonymous asked: You know me, but I'm not ready to talk about it with names yet. I've gone through a lot of what you have, the eatig disorder, boyfriend with anger problems, self-harm, self-medication(for harmful purposes), the heartbreak, everything. But you can beat it. You can get through anything. You are an amazing, beautiful, smart, and talented girl. Keep your chin up, pretty lady, and keep on...
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I try too hard, I do too much, I care too much, I...
These are things people tell me literally all of the time and I’m aware that they’re true, and yet every time I try to stop them nothing happens because of the fact that I care so much about whatever I’m doing that I just can’t stop trying to make things work.
So what would happen if I just stopped caring?
Stopped doing?
Stopped trying?
Stop thinking?
I’m giving...
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hi.
i’d love it if one person wasn’t ranting to me right now about how niave I am.
just one.
Anonymous asked: How did you get your synesthesia diagnosed? I've thought I might have it for a long time...
Day Two.
Nine things about yourself.
My lucky number has been 7 ever since I was a child. Cliche, I know, but they assigned us numbers each year at St Brigid and 7 was almost always the one I was given. It stuck with me.
I love drawing and I wish I could be an animator, even though I know I’m not good enough to make it.
I bite my nails. It’s a nasty habit that I’m trying to get rid...
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I have absolutely no idea what's going to happen
but we’re talking
and you don’t hate me
and we’re going to take the time to rebuilt the maimed friendship/relationship/whatever it’s called
and whatever happens from there
was meant to happen that way
oh relief…
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Why in the world did I ever let you go? You’re so good, you always have been, and the fights might’ve gotten bad but I’m sure we could have fixed it now, I don’t know why I didn’t see it earlier but we could… I know now that we could have because we love each other enough to do that and now that we’ve had over a month apart and been scared of losing each...
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please don't ignore me forever
I really think it would break my heart
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Day One.
Ten things you wish you could say to ten different people.
Facing you next year is going to be tough… But I’m going to win this time. I have no doubts about that.
I don’t know what I’d do without you. You are by far one of the most talented people I’ve ever encountered in my life, but beyond that you have such a pure heart and make it clear that you genuinely care...
andrabelle asked: hey, you. why are you so beautiful? just wondering:)
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it's late nights like this that i miss you most
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So I have literally fallen in love with The Hunger...
I just finished the first book. It’s 1 AM. And I’m soon to start the second.
Also, I ADORE PEETA.
I am going to lose myself in this story for as long as I possibly can. Finding good books to read is literally perfect because now I can forget about my own life and daydream about baker’s sons…
omg wait I just realized...
shinefromwithin:
Peeta. The boy with the bread.
PEETA BREAD.
I seriously was thinking this throughout the entire book…
